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N has told us about yesterday's fight which we don't mind at all. It's not like we don’t 'mind' or care but that’s just our principle of life where we care but we don’t much care as long as its not blocking our way. Like people always said 'mind your own business'. So, these bunch of problems came from N who misjudge K. While T tried to find the solution by messing around with K. However, things got worse because N misunderstood the situation. Then came the conflict between N and K. And T. And the next thing was T thought that we all misunderstood K and their relationship. And now we all went wrong when it's related to N. So tonight, N told us everything about the misunderstanding between them. What's wrong with all these people? What's wrong with just be friend with everyone without hesitation and just be yourself and accept them no matter what they are? Being sensitive is good but being soooo sensitive is not good and when it come to judge people, you should judge yourself first. Lets just forgive and forget. But I know its not easy to forgive when you know that someone was wrong. But people make mistakes what.. And we learn from the mistakes. And if T thinks things would be better after what N told us, I hope she wronged. Because things are not complicated until she thinks it was. We are being ourself not because anything. Also about P. I don’t know what she'll thinks because she sometimes to emotional to handle things. Well, all I wanna say 'today is better than yesterday, and tomorrow will be even better than today' and if you think it will. Like N said 'let lose' and get over it. Live life because life is full of surprises. We wouldn’t know until the day itself come. XOXO..lu pikir lah sendiri.

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Aku mau cepat-cepat pergi dari sini. Tidak mau lagi berjumpa dengan mereka yang telah menyakiti hati, yang mengecewakan aku dengan sikap yang tidak sepatutnya ada pada seorang teman. Ya..mungkin bukan teman yang rapat tapi teman serumah yang sepatutnya berkongsi apa yang ada, tanpa mengira apa-apa pun. Aku jadi kaget. Mau diajak atau tidak. Tidak peduli hal dan perasaan orang lain pada hal kita ini amat mengambil berat kebajikan dan kesusahannya. Ke mana perginya semalam? Dengan siapa? Mungkin benar kita tidak boleh terlalu menjaga tepi kain orang tetapi kita ini kan di tempatnya orang, tanpa keluarga untuk diperhatikan. Seharusnya kita menjaga sesama sendiri tapi lain jadinya. Susahlah kalau memikirin boleh hidup sendiri, berjalan sendiri, buat hal sendiri. Kiranya terjadi apa-apa di luar sana, gimana? Terlalu ingin tahu dikatanya busybody. Tapi bukankah hidup kita ini saling bergantungan dan memerlukan? Ya aku tidak bisa mengharapkan apa-apa. Cukuplah sekadar dihargai perbuatan dan ingatannya saja. Selebihnya aku harus berserah kepada Yang Maha Kuasa. DIA yang lebih berhak mengetahui apa saja yang berlaku di dunia yang fana ini. Semoga kita semua sedar akan perkara yang terjadi dan mungkin akan terjadi nanti. Amin..

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