Pengakhirannya

Seperti mana yang telah terjadi, percutian semester kali ini telah meredakan sedikit pergaduhan dan ketidaksefahaman yang berlaku antara rakan sekampusku. Mereka telah menahan diri dari bertelingkah lagi. Mereka mungkin telah meningkatkan kesabaran diri memandangkan masing-masing ingin menumpukan konsentrasi dalam projek masing-masing. Hatta, jangan melibatkan aku sudah. Aku tidak ingin masuk campur atau ingin tahu tentang masalah mereka yang kebudak-budakan itu. Membuang masa dan tenaga aku saja. Yang sudah itu, sudahlah. Semester baru ini mulakan bab yang baru, yang lebih bermakna, lebih gembira, lebih tenang dan lebih yakin dengan hari yang mendatang. Aku ingin semuanya berakhir dengan kegembiraan dan bukan kekecewaan (walaupun aku tidak dapat menangguk 'ikan' walaupun seekor), tapi tidak mengapa masa masih panjang, masih banyak peluang. Yang penting kita ENJOY!!

Solved

N has told us about yesterday's fight which we don't mind at all. It's not like we don’t 'mind' or care but that’s just our principle of life where we care but we don’t much care as long as its not blocking our way. Like people always said 'mind your own business'. So, these bunch of problems came from N who misjudge K. While T tried to find the solution by messing around with K. However, things got worse because N misunderstood the situation. Then came the conflict between N and K. And T. And the next thing was T thought that we all misunderstood K and their relationship. And now we all went wrong when it's related to N. So tonight, N told us everything about the misunderstanding between them. What's wrong with all these people? What's wrong with just be friend with everyone without hesitation and just be yourself and accept them no matter what they are? Being sensitive is good but being soooo sensitive is not good and when it come to judge people, you should judge yourself first. Lets just forgive and forget. But I know its not easy to forgive when you know that someone was wrong. But people make mistakes what.. And we learn from the mistakes. And if T thinks things would be better after what N told us, I hope she wronged. Because things are not complicated until she thinks it was. We are being ourself not because anything. Also about P. I don’t know what she'll thinks because she sometimes to emotional to handle things. Well, all I wanna say 'today is better than yesterday, and tomorrow will be even better than today' and if you think it will. Like N said 'let lose' and get over it. Live life because life is full of surprises. We wouldn’t know until the day itself come. XOXO..lu pikir lah sendiri.

Aku ingin

Aku mau cepat-cepat pergi dari sini. Tidak mau lagi berjumpa dengan mereka yang telah menyakiti hati, yang mengecewakan aku dengan sikap yang tidak sepatutnya ada pada seorang teman. Ya..mungkin bukan teman yang rapat tapi teman serumah yang sepatutnya berkongsi apa yang ada, tanpa mengira apa-apa pun. Aku jadi kaget. Mau diajak atau tidak. Tidak peduli hal dan perasaan orang lain pada hal kita ini amat mengambil berat kebajikan dan kesusahannya. Ke mana perginya semalam? Dengan siapa? Mungkin benar kita tidak boleh terlalu menjaga tepi kain orang tetapi kita ini kan di tempatnya orang, tanpa keluarga untuk diperhatikan. Seharusnya kita menjaga sesama sendiri tapi lain jadinya. Susahlah kalau memikirin boleh hidup sendiri, berjalan sendiri, buat hal sendiri. Kiranya terjadi apa-apa di luar sana, gimana? Terlalu ingin tahu dikatanya busybody. Tapi bukankah hidup kita ini saling bergantungan dan memerlukan? Ya aku tidak bisa mengharapkan apa-apa. Cukuplah sekadar dihargai perbuatan dan ingatannya saja. Selebihnya aku harus berserah kepada Yang Maha Kuasa. DIA yang lebih berhak mengetahui apa saja yang berlaku di dunia yang fana ini. Semoga kita semua sedar akan perkara yang terjadi dan mungkin akan terjadi nanti. Amin..

I think I should Improve

Facebook sudah menyerang housemates ku.

Short-term Memory Lost

Couple of days ago I have so many things to talk about but today I forgot everything because I keep all things inside my head and it started to vanish one by one. This is the effect of post-poned or 'tangguh' (mcm tajuk final year project plak). Tapi takpe lah..next time I'll try to write it down. Ciao!

My Three Stripes

I haven't wear it for quite a long time now. Because flip-flop is always the first choice.

The Photoshoot

Something yang terbiar sometimes look very nice. Artistic.

What a nice view. Feels like flying and sleeping on the cloud like Son-goku. Like cotton candy where it melts in your mouth. Yummy..

Save Our Turtles

A journey of a turtle to the sea. He need to be strong to survive or else he will be wash away by the wave or eaten by the hungry mouth in the sea. Go baby Go!! Long live baby turtle!

Mencari ketenangan hakiki

Pantai Mak Kepit yang menggamit aku ke sana lagi. Sungguh indah.

I love these photos

These photos were taken during my intern, the location behind IAMPS building. hehe...

A lots of thanks

Thanks to Teha for lending me her broadband. Now i can upload photos and update the blog.

Di depan Rumah Pantai

Friend Forever

Selamat Berpuasa

Selamat berpuasa kepada rakan-rakanku yang beragama Islam. Semoga Ramadhan ini memberikan 1001 makna kepada anda. Beramal ibadatlah dengan sesungguh hati yaa.. P/s: geram betol tak boleh upload gambar ~~grrrr..UMT wireless tidak berguna!!

Final Release

Actually it's not final, it's the beginning. Final year project proposal presentation. Everyone is afraid of it. It happen so fast and I'm nervous and I just read out from the slide. Not enough preparation. My presentation was bad. Very bad. But it was a relief because one burden gone but then there is another one's waiting.

Pagi yang cerah

I Need my Camera

SHIFT_elegance

What do you think?

My cYbershOt is not with ME!!

I'm dull without my camera. Because there's a lot more thing I wanna capture. :'( Thinking about Final Year Project gimme a headache. Because I'm a final year student now.

Subjects

The day

29th April 2008 - the final destination, the end of the 4th semester, the end of life of a 2nd year student. Next destination PULAU SAYAK!! LI lor.. Just a couple of days at home, then I'm away for the practical. This coming Sunday man!

Aku seorang bla..bla..bla

Aku seorang tukang cuci

Aku seorang tukang sapu

Aku seorang pemungut sampah

Aku seorang pembuang sampah

Aku seorang pencuci tandas

Aku seorang pengemas rumah

Aku seorang penghabis makanan

Aku seorang pembersih dapor

Aku seorang penutup suis lampu dan kipas

Aku seorang penjimat letrik dan air

Aku seorang yang tak kisah

Walaupun orang tak kisah

Aku bukan penitis air mata

Aku seorang insan yang biasa

Hatred!!

Why UMT banned people from uploading picture? Sucks UMT!! One more paper to go then I'm going home. Can't wait to be at home again.

The all new me!

I've deleted the old blog. Because its not good to talk about other people. Starting a new page of life because this semester is going to over. Damn! too many things to left behind. All the dramatic sequences will stay just in my mind. Suddenly I think I miss someone. Old friend, far far away. I think she's changed. A lot. Or only physically maybe. I don't know, only God knows why. But I miss her and the memories until I feel like crying. Emo me. Due to CJ7 I guess. Such a sad,sad story. My housemate > you guys should watch it. And one more damn. Final exam. First paper today. Boleh la.. Five more papers coming soon. Ok no more cursing because it makes me look like someone. haa.. lu pikir ar sendiri...